You're Perfect

18:16 Cyndi 0 Comments

 
 

Don't let anyone tell you you're not - Perfect.
Be Yourself.

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Paintbrushes, Coffee and Psychology

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Fight for what you love, And love what you fight for
School is starting soon. Year 11, they say.
That's two more years until I graduate. That's a scary thought.
I'm one of those people who are still deciding what to do with their life.
I don't have any particular interests besides blogging and going on facebook.
I'm not an outgoing person and I'm excluded from the rest of the crowd because of one flaw.
I'm an idealist, I think too much and speak too little. I don't speak what's on my mind; I bottle it up.
It's just so scary to think that once I'm over these 2 years of exams and constant studying - I'm out there, in society where I'll have to work or continue studying at different universities from my current friends.
I'll lose contact with them (like I always do) and they'll make new ones and everything in highschool just seems like a blur.
When did time catch up and speed ahead?
I'm still taking it in all very slowly.
I don't want this to be over.
Not yet.

I don't even know what I want to be and what to do with my life yet,
All I can do is wait, look around to see if God has given me any signs.
I'm blind though, I can't pick up these signs because I'm dreaming.
I've been dreaming a lot these days too.
The dreams are indescribable and queer.
It's as if it's predicting the future but the future seems so far away.

I'm just a confused teenage girl with too much on her mind.

End rant.


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Skins US?!

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Nuff said


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30 Day Asian Drama Challenge [in a couple of days] Day 1 ~ Q1-6

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Because I can never seem to actually finish it all in time. I always end up finding a better one to do ahaha.

So I'll split it up into 5 days....Which is 6 questions each :)

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Kimi ni Todoke 2nd Season episode 1: Valentine's Day

04:29 Cyndi 1 Comments

Contains SPOILERS and LOTS OF PHOTOS:


So after a week of constant waiting I finally watched Kimi ni Todoke Season 2 episode 1 (the other one didn't count!!) - Valentine's Day. Although I've already read the manga but watching the anime made me even more upset that Sawako didn't give the chocolates to Kazehaya!! He was looking forward to them and it seemed like everyone else had them except for him D:

Even though Kurumi is really adorable and cute, in this episode I really hated her!! No wonder why they put the Episode 0 about Kurumi and her "rejection" so we could feel sorry for her and understand her side of the story. Me and Kurumi have a love/hate relationship. I totally hate her sometimes but then I totally love her and pity her. Haha. Though Sawako will always and I mean ALWAYS beat Kurumi!! Both personality and looks ^_^


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In Ecstasy by Kate McCaffrey

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So this book 'in ecstasy' caught my eye while I was borrowing books from the library since I really have no social life and reading is better than wasting your time sitting in front of the monitor refreshing the facebook/tumblr page :/

So the blurb says:

Ecstasy. I'd always thought I might try it one day. I'd heard kids at school talking about getting wasted on the weekends. They made it sound awesome. I pictured the roughly made tablets with their tiny butterflies. An amazing experience inside a tiny pill. 
My body ached and my face was sore - I guess from smiling so much. I don't remember ever laughing more. A new world had opened up fro me, a place where I was confident and beautiful and a hot guy like Lewis wanted to be with me. That morning I figured life couldn't get any better. How could something that made you feel like that be bad for you?
So we studied Anna's Story in school and they actually mentioned it in here.

'Go easy, Mia. Drinking too much water can be as bad as dehydration.' 
 'What?' How could pure water be bad for you?
'A girl died. She drank heaps of water, way too much, and it diluted her blood. Her brain was swollen.' 
They also mentioned how society has that whole propaganda thing telling you everything about why drugs are so bad for you and everything. It's very realistic. It covers a whole lot of issue and the author is honest and doesn't side with either side. It's not biased. So this is a book, I would recommend to teenagers and parents and people who want to know the truth about the drug culture. This was definitely a good read and I couldn't put the book down. It's from these two girls point of views - Mia and Sophie.


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I want... Red Hair

20:23 Cyndi 2 Comments

No, not the orangey-red dullish colour but the VIBRANT red colour!

Park Bom :D
picture taken from:
http://panache-halloweentown.blogspot.com/
Seriously want her hair!!

Vibrant Red Hair!
I actually dyed my hair red when I was 13 (before my hair died and splitted away~ because it was so dead from all the dying I did) Hey, dying your hair was cool in year 8 haha.

See! See?
Ah..you probably can't :/
I couldn't find anymore pictures that actually showed my red hair because well...I dyed it over black hair so you could only see it in the light. But I want vibrant (and visible) red hair the next time I attempt to dye my hair!! Which will not be this year...because I'm focusing on growing it out more than colouring it ^^ 

I might be going back to Hong Kong this year, maybe I'll find a vibrant red hair dye just in time for the year 12 prom. Yeah yeah yeah!! I'm totally cutting my hair after the year twelve prom -.- I've been growing it out since year 8. (Failing badly ;_;) 

Really (seriously this year!) not going to cut my hair at all!!! omggommggomgg I want red hair so bad.


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New Years Resolution (2010)

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1.Make videos for YouTubein 2010
Actual YouTube videos where it is worth watching :)

2. Make cute lunches for school and don't always buy lunches from canteen

I chose this specific photo because its simple! (I'm so lazy xD)

3. Go out shopping and stick to a certain style, get new shoes, get makeup blah blah etc

I thought florals were lame until last week XD
They're pretty!

4. Grow out hair and attempt to NOT cut it

Because I always end up cutting my hair D: even though I told myself to grow it out

 
5. Save, save, save and get a job!

Cause who doesn't like money? Kaching!

 
6. Re-decorate bedroom and get a bedroom makeover
(Or just simply ask sister to move out and steal her room and redecorate her room since it's so much larger!)

Ooooommmgggsh, I want this room so badly!!

7. Get a debit card so I can go online shopping :)
(Which solves most of the shopping problem and don't need to save as much!)


Hate going on eBay knowing you won't be able to buy the stuff on there TT__TT
8. Get smoother, clearer, acne/pimple free skin!

Gemma Ward is my favourite model!
And she's Australian as well!
And she has flawless skin (so jealous!)
9. Get straight A's for both semesters in all subjects (even for Human Bio!!!)


And don't tell me you've never encountered those people!!

10. Have an awesome super duper year and make new friends (exchange students!) but don't forget to appreciate the friends who've stuck by you all the way!

Everyone. Needs. Friends.
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Tumblr (Images)
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