Summarising an entire year into one blog post is pretty hard especially considering the fact that my memory and concentration has been failing me and been absolutely down the drain lately. I can hardly remember what I did yesterday let alone an entire year (thanks depression!). I can, however, put it into five quick & easy bullet points which actually makes it easier for both you - and me - to read and write down.
I note that I haven't posted since 2018 when I first accepted my current full-time job, and time has essentially just flown by. Looking back on my last post makes me kind of melancholic as that post still resonates to me and what I learnt back then I'm still trying to really process now. I actually think that perhaps 2018 me seemed way wiser than current me now.
Having the responsibility of a job just means that I'll be able to use those experiences and skills to increase my financial situation. To be able to allow me to be financial stable and secure in my life. What this means in the end? It will allow me the freedom to pursue my dreams and hobbies...So what I really need to do now is find a hobby I enjoy.
I haven't found a hobby I truly enjoy yet, it's still a work in progress, sadly, but I hope I'll get there in the end. In the meantime, I do have five striking points on what I learnt in the year 2019 (one of the worst years of my life mentally, physically and development & growth-wise). I feel like I've learnt nothing and progressed nothing but at the same time have learnt so much? Does that even make sense? Ok, here we go:
- Everything in balance, to have the good you do need the bad
I think ultimately this year I've learnt that people come and go out of your lives for a reason. Time doesn't stay still for everyone and you for sure need to have bad times in your life to fully appreciate the good. 2018 was such a good year for me - I got everything I wanted at the time (or so I thought...) and got to make friends with some rad people. 2019 was the absolute shithole of a year. Friends leaving, burnt out by work, self-confidence and self-esteem was down the drain. I even went on holiday to JAPAN which I have been looking forward to visiting for my entire life and was absolutely MISERABLE (??). So I've learnt that there's always going to be bad to balance out the good.
- Relationships are a lot more complicated than I thought (but I learnt a lot)
I was involved in an intimate relationship this year that went on longer than it should have and it was a very complicated relationship because I didn't understand it and sucked at communicating properly with what I wanted and needed. Relationships, in general, are super layered and I don't know where to even start or how to explain it. What I thought I knew about relationships completely don't even align with what I thought last year and I've been an absolute shit show about it. I don't know if it's because I've been really depressed this past year or what but it's like I remember a past life where I was able to build relationships and intimacy and now I just can't. It's not possible for me anymore.
I think for me on relationships I've also learnt that you need to know yourself first and get to love yourself before being in a relationship just so you know exactly what you want from it and what you can give back. I would also then add that even if you are in a relationship - don't lose your sense of self, your hobbies, what your passions are because they are what make you uniquely you and if you surround your whole life around a singular person, it makes it hard on the other person to cater to your needs and it's not a healthy relationship.
Note to self to really work on yourself, your health, fitness, goals and aspirations so you can get what you want in life.
- Get to know yourself & love her fully
I have a hard time with this because I think from this whole year the most important lesson I learnt was that I really don't know myself or who I am. Someone told me I didn't have enough life experience and was still such a small child even in an adult body. It then also relates back to my previous point where you can't get into a relationship without fully knowing who you are or what you want in life. You're in a relationship to make the person happy but you don't even know what makes you happy. So figure it out. This year I hope to be able to figure out exactly what I like and want.
- Having a full-time job, stable house and having kids isn't the end goal for everyone
I've said it once and I'll say it again - humans will never be satisfied. We'll always want more and more. I've come to the realisation that even when I get the things that I thought I wanted, it might not actually always bring me happiness. Stable house and family with kids? Who knows if I really want it or if I've just been conditioned by my parents who expect those kinds of things from me. You've really got to pursue hobbies, passions and things that genuinely make you happy and I'm here for it this year.
- I'm depressed & it's just getting worse now...
Truths out. 2019 was not my year. I'm hoping to seek a counsellor to get this issue resolved and I hope that will eventually help me get my sense of self back.
Edit:// Felt like this was a very relevant article: http://www.digitalmarketer.com/pokemon-go-community-management-mistakes/
Growing up in the age of technology surely has a lot of benefits and allows me to engage in thought-provoking and interesting discussions, read and engage in a lot of interesting articles and information. On the downside (or upside depending on how you see it), you're exposed to a lot of unacceptable behaviour and attitudes you wouldn't have access to before thanks to easy accessibilities to smartphones, tablets and cameras that can capture these unethical, prejudiced and racist moments.
Today, the world is becoming less tolerant of racist behaviour (thank God!) and in an age where information is so easily accessible it is no excuse for people to be so uneducated and culturally unaware. There is Google and YouTube and so many news resources for you to look into. I learnt all about the Iambic Pentameter for English class through YouTube - it was amazing and hopefully the education system will change to keep up with the changing technological times.
However, that's not what I want to focus on. My post today is on an Australian vintage online store based in Melbourne called Miishka. Yesterday I came across this post my friend tagged me in on Facebook where they were culturally appropriating the Vietnamse Ao Dai and other Asian dresses that hold cultural significance.
Basic gist of an Ao Dai (from Wikipedia) - it's a national dress worn by Vietnamese people usually for weddings and tea ceremonies but can also be uniforms. Basically it's a dress for special occasions similar to the Chinese and their cheong-sam, Japanese with their kimonos and yukatas and Koreans with hanboks.
Here's a complete 401, ELI5, Culture 101 lesson for you and everyone else that doesn't want to have the term 'racist' on their forehead.
By the way, if you didn't want to educate yourselves now you can (thank you 2 second search on Google):
So guys, here is a traditional and beautiful Ao Dai (took me 3 minutes to search, look up images and save these):
Now here is how Miishka culturally appropriated it and sold it for AUD$95 under the name of "Azure Oriental Tunic Dress":
First off, you need to stop using the word 'Oriental' because;
Once again, thank you Google for a quick 2 second search and a 1 minute read on Oxford Dictionaries.
You know what sounds better? Ao Dai -
but coming from a Marketing perspective an Asian and taking into account that most people aren't culturally aware or accepting of other cultures that aren't their own and your target audience is generally a Western market......
Going for 'Vintage 90s Azure Vietnamese Dress' would have done the same thing without any offense given. Or even 'Vintage 90s Azure Asian Slit Dress' if you couldn't be fucked doing any research or asking any Asian group if they'll be offended. But nah, lets use 'Oriental Tunic Dress.'
Secondly, the slit. I have so many words to say on how wrong showcasing a national dress in a mere sexual and tacky way is to the Asian community. It further endorses the belief that Asian people can be fetishised and Asian women can be sexualised. You may not see it that way but search up Asian costumes on Google and you'll soon see what I mean. I can't be bothered doing this homework for you because it's disgusting. Also notice how traditionally the way to wear Ao Dai's is with pants underneath.
Third of all, I noticed from the post, comments and Instagram that Miishka were quick to block, delete and report instead of first of all apologising, responding to criticisms and learning why they had offended so many people.
A (Free) Lesson on Conflict Management
Here are each of the steps that Miishka could've taken to avoid this whole conflict in the first place - if they had at least done any of these steps the whole controversy wouldn't have blown up to the size it is now:
- 1. Educate yourself edit:// even more on diverse social issues and surround yourself with different belief and values
- 2. Research on the pieces you're selling
- 3. Don't culturally appropriate
- 4. Don't sell and market national Asian dresses as 'Oriental' or any other offensive, racist term
- 5. Don't get a white person to model an Asian piece and especially a cultural piece (this will piss people off no matter what even if you're not culturally appropriating and naming it the correct term)
- 6. Don't style and model it so provocatively (Commerce student thoughts: you could've sold a pants or shorts item underneath...damn.. missed opportunity)
- 7. Stop deleting, blocking and reporting comments in general (censoring people) - angry people need to vent and rant and if they can't do it on your platform then they're taking it elsewhere with 10x the angry react
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The irony that this is in my blog post |
- 8. Be accountable for your own actions (aka be responsible for your own actions)
- 9. Actually listen to why people are offended, angry and why you're getting backlash
- 10. Actions speak louder than words
- 11. Don't make yourselves out to be the victims - people are angry they don't give a shit that you were abused or threatened...you hurt them first, you started this conversation.
- 12. Don't put out a general 'sorry we got caught. sorry you're butthurt' insincere apology
- 13. Don't put out an apology that doesn't address any of the issues directly. "Particular community" "This piece" "Similar items" "deep appreciation" "Celebrate the beautiful uniqueness of everyone" (Angry Asian Lady thoughts: Your whole facebook, instagram and tumblr feed only fits into a small minority of what you think is "unique" aka pretty, skinny, white, women ... )
- 14. Don't pull a pepsi with a 'love solves everything'
- 15. Don't act like an apology automatically solves everything
- 16. Actions speak louder than words - how are you going to solve this? did you ask the offended how you could reverse the damage? did you try to understand what you did wrong? why did i take the items off the shelf?
- 17. In a world where we can be anything, BE ALL OF THE ABOVE AND BE KIND
Here is Miishka's apology which I felt wasn't very sincere especially when paired up with deleting off ALL comments that they felt were offensive (which, in my opinion, the ones I've seen haven't been offensive at all and simply pointing out facts)
Except for this one - they couldn't delete this one, of course.
I went to a Christian school and what this means is basically that our sex education was short, sweet and incredibly one sided. The gist of our 'education' is that we had to wait to have sex after marriage otherwise our lives would be ruined and our options are cut - that we won't have a successful life and that life will be a struggle after having sex.
They didn't tell us that there were other options. There was only one option - don't have sex. The worst part was that they separated the genders up so that females were in one room for sex education while the males were in another room for sex education. We didn't even received the so called education until we were around 15 years of age. It's just ridiculous looking back now on how my religious school has failed us so hard.
I want you and everyone to know that there are options - there are options beyond pregnancy or even options before sex. There are contraceptives. Your life doesn't just end there after getting pregnant. You should be able to choose for yourself. It is your life and your body and nobody should be taking these basic human rights to CHOOSE from you. I so strongly believe in educating both men and women in sexual education in all forms and I am so passionate about having the ability to choose what you do with your life FOR YOURSELF. You should be able to have the option to keep the baby or have the option to abort it.
When we lose empathy for others is when we lose the essence of what it means to be human.
Why do women have abortions?
Do you understand or even know why abortions even take place? It's not only just because they happened to fall pregnant after having sex - it can be so many other reasons.
The top 3 reasons:
- having a child would interfere with a woman's education, work or ability to care for dependents (74%);
- that she could not afford a baby now (73%);
- and that she did not want to be a single mother or was having relationship problems (48%).
I just cannot wrap my head around the reason why people would want to barge their way into somebody else's business in regards to a person's body. I've read and heard people wanting to keep the baby but what happens to the baby THAT NOBODY WANTED IN THE FIRST PLACE? It's a destructive cycle. The child is left unloved in a world that's already broken. The adoption process is difficult and numbing for the child who goes from home to home. Nobody should have to go through the process of foster care when so many people cheat the system and are in it for the money instead of actually looking after the child. It's a never-ending cycle.
We should be educating both our sons and daughters. Men and women. Into proper sexual reproductive education and how our bodies work. I've always wondered why we need to pay sanitary tissues. They're not even that cheap either. Why is something so necessary and part of every single woman's life (a necessity) not free? Why do people give out condoms for free but not sanitary pads? I don't understand how this works.
Making abortions illegal doesn't stop abortions from happening. They decided they don't want the baby - people will find a way to not have a baby. Making it illegal isn't going to do anything. In fact, actually, it will make it worse.